Even before Jess and Josh were born, I had dreams with people who had crossed over. Brian was an old boss of mine that died in a car crash as he was driving home from a class he was attending. In my dreams, we would just talk or he would show me things. I questioned Rick why would Brian be in my dreams? At one point I said to Rick I wonder if Brian is preparing me to die. The next dream I had of Brian, all I could see was white, but I could hear him say "I will no longer be bothering you."
I want to share 2 signs I received from Spirit yesterday....Early in the morning I stepped outside. It was dark. The sun had not begun to rise. I heard an owl. I thought how cool, because an owl is one of my Spirit animals. Much later in the day, Ben, Grace and I are heading home. It's late and it's dark out. An owl flies across the road in front of us. Again so cool! Two owls in one day.
So what does that mean?
Owl spirit animals are messengers of change: A transition in life, important changes that are taking place or about to happen. It can mean a death....an ending. (But don't take it literally)
Let me tell you a little of what has been going on with me.....1 1/2 weeks ago I gave my notice at the Hospice Center I have been working at. Rick's and my journey to help others has grown so much that I needed to let something go, so our family life could flow better.
A CNA at the Hospice asked me to take care of 1 more patient and it was scheduled for this morning. I thoug...
Jessica was in my dream and I could see that her teeth were perfectly straight. I asked her to smile for me and she did. She had a beautiful smile! Now in heaven, her teeth were perfect!
*After our kids died, we developed several rolls of film that we had taken through the year. At the time, we didn't have extra money to develop the film, but I kept taking pictures. When I looked at their photos, I noticed Jessica stopped showing her teeth when she smiled and I remember her looking at her class photo that year and not liking her Canine teeth stuck out. Jessica was going to get braces when she was a little older.
I wish I would have known earlier that this bothered her so much and let her know just how beautiful she was!